To help my personal growth, I've decided that not only will I have a card of the year, I will also choose a word each month to study and reflect on. I'll be reading books and articles on my word of the month as well as figuring out activities that will help me incorporate that word into my life. My word of the month for February is:
At the beginning and end of each month, I will also do a reading. The beginning of the month reading will be about what lessons I can learn from the card and the end of month reading will be about what I did learn.
Beginning of the Month Reading
Deck: Light Seer's Tarot
Love is a hard emotion for me as there is a part of me that stopped believing in romantic love and happily ever after. It feels like for some reason the gods don't feel I am worth of romantic love and I'm not good enough. I don't know why and it really hurts to feel that way. I know that I love my kids and my dogs. I also know that I have love in my heart, but it feels like no one will ever love me the way I deserve to be loved. There was a part of me that wanted to change this card, however I chose these words at the beginning of the year and I have learned a lot from my choices of clarity and nurturing, so maybe I will learn something about love as well.